Is all about you and me (TAWG)

nothing, not anyhing, i don’t know what, redom

2011-01-23T02:38:00.001-08:00

I had a hug blister on my left foot, the skin is pelling and exposing the freash skin, i got to let it dry but i got bath, cant touch water, the blister looks so bad anf thanks so much for wearing the new shoes to church yesterday got to buy a pair of stick on in sole for my now heels if i want contuine to wear them, hope the in sole helps.

If

2011-01-03T11:34:00.001-08:00

If I had the power to turn back the clock I will fix everything right........ My 1st love is always an unforgettable one I still remembered it till now and forever will, all thanks to Darren Ong for bring me so much pain in my heart after you had left me 4 month later of our relationship but we were Young than don't know how to manage a relationship well, by now I had Theron by my side loving me and give me all the care and I finally can store you away in an invisible box and put in the back of my mind forever, am now happy very happy with my current boyfriend and forever will be happy with him:)

Missing you

2010-12-29T10:42:00.001-08:00

老公我真的好想你，哎！我为什么篇篇在这个时候生病？我真的很讨厌自己没有把自己照顾好。爸爸刚一出差我就生病，没人照顾。
我生病的时候很希望你能够照顾我给我拥抱，减轻我生病时的痛苦。
老公我好想你想你想你想到我哭了。。。。

Christmas day out

2010-12-24T22:31:00.001-08:00

This is the 1st time ever I walk alone at orchard road on a Christmas afternoon, I will go walk around the shops and see the sight of Christmas night before meeting my boyfriend at 1030 than we go home together. He is at sentec having an event just now his lunch time meet him for one hour than went Summerset mango my working place to sign the paper, i only work there for a few weeks cos is Christmas sales they need part-timers to help out since I had finish the Job I need to go sign the paper inorder to get my pay, they will call ms once the pay is transferred to my bank.
Gtg walk around and see other shops and stuff ttyl!

Missed you lime crazy

2010-12-20T03:11:00.001-08:00

Seeing clar's boyfriend come to mango after our work to find he go eat dinner I felt so jealous and that made me miss my boyfriend all of a sudden stupid lah why should I be like that? My boyfriend come to see me today also bur he could not wait for me to finish my work an eat dinner with me, haiz I know is not his fault but still how I wish that he can, am crying inside my heart:"(

Miss you

2010-12-19T16:44:00.001-08:00

Miss you very much

2010-11-14T01:59:00.000-08:00

Am so bored now, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! alone at home the whole day did not get to go out cos raining, did house work by washing all the clothes had my lunch.
Dar only called me once in the afternoon than never call le, he promised me to call me after 330pm but so long, now is going to be dinner time!
Wounder what he is doing now and if he still at temple or he back home already without calling me, he always like that one promised me will call second time but he always never one in the end.
I had already give up hope i will not hope and wait for his second call, cos i know he will not be calling me again after the 1st call.
He always leave me alone feeling sad and lonely.
Sigh!

2010-08-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hey dear Hubby, am so sorry that i did not answer your call just now, you called me 11time! am sorry hope you not angry with, really did not expect you to call me just now, thought you will call me tomorrow morning and also i did not hear my phone ringing=(
Hubby i missed you so much, gonna cry any time soon like now="( when i hug you i don't want to let go of you, because i am scared that you will be gone forever the minute i let go of you.
Am sorry that i had suddenly said that i want break up with you today, i don't know what is wrong with me really, but please hubby i will never break up with you because i love you.
Am starting to call you my Hubby cos i now not only treat you as my boyfriend i treat you as my husband, you are the one that am gonna spend the rest of my life with, and i sure gonna have a cute baby with you know how much i loved kids and especially yours. The happiness that i had is to be able to spend every single time with you, only you can make me feel better.
Really Hubby i enjoyed every single time am out with you, being able to hug you and being hugged and being able to rest myself on your chest feel the warmness form you and the everlasting smell from you, am happy really over joyed.
A kiss that you give me now and than is the best present ever.
Thanks Hubby i love you.

2010-08-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

You are a thing that i did not want to loose ya indeed that i am so scared to loose you just because you did not call me for 2 days, i know i should trust you more and than i will not feel scared and less worried.
True for what Pris said that my world should not always revolved around you, instead i should find some other things to full my time and my empty hearts when you are not with me and when you are not calling me.
Why do i have to angry with him when he finally called me? every time he called he will have a good and reasonable reasons for why he did not call me when he supposed to call me. Yet i still snapped at him over the phone.
i should try to understand him more, cos is not easy for him to manage to keep a relationship go on with his parents objects so much, well his parents thinks that he is not ready for a relationship at this age that is why, and they even force me to not have anything to do with him just cos he is not matured and a lot of things he don't know and he learns slow and still acts like a baby.
But what they did not know and see is that the efforts that his son put up with me and that he is not playing with me and my feelings that he really love me.
Hais! if only his parents know.....

2010-08-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Again, you had forgotten to call me=( sadness all over me now, but what can i do? not as if i can still call him, not as if he still got his hand phone.
It's too late to call him now and plus his parents will not allow me to call him so have to wait for tml and see how, see if tml he will remembered to call me and hopefully he will bah.
Today work is busy from 4plus onwards, a lot of people come to the 7/11 to buy things and really can't handle it and the ques is getting longer and longer with the customers keep on increasing.
before that i had actually massed up on a hand phone bill payment.
the girl from clementi ITE come to the store to pay 2 hand phone bills but is all my fault anyway, i did not hear correctly the amount of bill that she is going to pay and still thought that she short some amount of money for the 2ed bill payment.
So end up i have to do a refund and cost me a lot of trouble and kept the girl waiting for a long time, as i thought that i had already settled with her but 30mins later she come back with the money and asked to see the manager but she is not in, so she told me that i had give him extra change and so she returned me back the extra change and got back the correct one from me.
At last, everything is fine now.
Next time i will be more careful with what i do.

2010-08-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

When you are not with me my world is not right, i know i should not be always you you you and you, but somehow i cant help it, i missed you and sorry that i had called your house looking for you, but that is because i missed you too much, Dar please don't be angry at me please don't i really love you a lot really.
Thanks Dar for calling me just now, really am so appreciate the minute i heard your voice i cried, sorry that i promised you not to cry but still i cried. But i will feel alright again when knowing that you will always love me no matter what.

2010-08-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

Happy 2 month together Dar, i really missed you a lot and also thanks for loving me faithfully, the joy and happiness for a life time. 我多么希望能够和你快点结婚然后跟你生一个可爱的宝宝。目前为止这只是我其中一个梦想，要等两年后才会实现=p
我希望我们的爱会一直延续下去，永远爱不完。
我会一直祈祷我们永远在一起，没有任何事能阻止只我们。
我会祈祷我的家庭会和睦相处，我的父母会接受我的男朋友。
我祈祷我男朋友的父母会接受我，我希望他们会接受新的想法。
我祈祷我男朋友的父母会给他应有的自由，希望他们不会对我再有任何的偏见。（尤其是他的爸爸，希望他会接受我吧，不是应为我是中国人不喜欢而拒绝我）
我也希望他的父母会最终尊重他们儿子的意见。

2010-07-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

He said that he will be calling me after his work at 3pm today but sad to say he never called, hope that he is ok that nothing is happen to him, i really wish that tomorrow i can go see him after his work at 3pm and than have lunch with him and walk around before going home for dinner.
I missed him so much, i will only feel alright all over again when am with you by your side.

2010-07-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

One more day to my birthday, and yet i haven got any idea how am i going to celebrate it, hais! super sad la, want die sia.
Dar no money to buy me presents anyway cos he don't even have enough to eat how to buy for me? I miss my Dar a lot, can't wait to see him on Monday, i want hug him that should be the best presents i will ever get from him, free hugs and kisses.
I know all that really does not count much of a presents but that is all he can do actually, how i wish that his parents will not be so strict about him so that he will have more freedom for me and even than can celebrate my birthday properly.
Hais! Dar how i wish you are by my side right now.....=(

2010-06-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

things had ben complicated ever since i got back from shanghai, that morning everything had changed, my boyfriend suddenly told me that his parents don't allow us to see each other and date, i was shocked, why? why his parents has to do this on us? too young to date? Oh come on! think about it! we are old enough to date and plus we haven do anything wrong so why can't his parents let us date?
Is crazy, i really hated that, we can't see each other, can't even call and use computer to msn! hell lot! his mum know about the facebook thing and even forced him to change everything in that and even took away the mouse for the computer! The truth is that his parents are over protective of him....
I had asked him so now what? what shall we do? break up? No, is a stupid act and i don't want this relationship to end i love him too much and i can't bear to do that and so does he, he also don't want to break up with me.
He told me that we will never break up and that he loved me witch i have to believe him, he is everything to me now.
He told me not to do silly and stupid things and that we definitely will not break, yes no matter what happen to us we will stay strong and never break up!
Tough love that is what we got to go though now, 2 years of tough love soon will be over and than we will be together and never be separated again never!

2010-06-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

happy 12 days of together with you dear lim kai dong theron, i love the most and thanks for choosing me as your girlfriend.

all those days of going out with you, am happy , i need you by my side seriously, you are so cute when you smile, i like your smile, when you smile you look super hadsome.

Photos that i take at Ion Orchid=)

2010-03-25T14:26:00.000-07:00

2010-03-24T11:57:00.000-07:00

I don't know if i should get back with Jonathan tan or not, i mean patch back, but he seems to want me back, what if we get back together? does it means anything now? he is so busy at work he don't even care if am alright or not, he thought that i was the one who had left him? HE IS SO WRONG! he is the one who had left me though it has been a few years since than i don't really remember for what reson.
His off day is on Sat and am not free on Sat but the rest of the day am free, i asked him why he is not free on Sun? he told me that he got to work on Sun but normally is at most Sat working and Sun off? Than like that we really can't meet up with each other at all and he seems alright with that! WTF! am totally not alright! He don't even bother to think of a way that we both can free to meet up one! Like that still say want get back the feelings that we had last time, when we don't even have the time to meet? only meet more time than the feeling will get back but what he is thinking? hais!
I really has nothing to say abut him, so disappointed with him and sad too~

2010-03-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

Went to Jurong point take my phone from repair shop by myself and after that eat Mac alone, i seldom does that, is not like me going out alone and spend an afternoon by myself unless is doing some important things only=)

2010-03-18T04:06:00.000-07:00

Stupid stupid, that is all so stupid of me, why do i ever listen to your craps and lies and patch back with you again? Justin Foo i hope you keep your word this time and never MSG me to beg me to patch back with you again.
I can't possibly give in to you for every little things you ask me, am not a sint ok? you are not a bit understanding, i don't know how you carried a relationship with the other girl? ok am not pretty and i am not rich or whatever it is, am just nothing like her, all along you are lying to me.

2010-03-11T11:12:00.000-08:00

Today i made a point to go to work for once and never skip LOL today the end of my end year one exam, 5 weeks of holiday=) got to work more ya i hope so and not be lazy about work again.
Is so nice of him cooking dinner for me=) i like to see him cook, well is not that i can't cook is just that am not confident and scared that people will laugh at my food=p
Forgot to take pictures of him cooking=( never mind never mind it's been a week since he had begged me to patch back with him, hope things are going well this time, oh ya 1st time see him getting drunk=) he look so cute when he drunk face red red=))
Absolute vodka mixed with sprite, he made it himself, but too me taste just like sprite, no much vodka taste, am proude of my drinking skill, not so easily gets drunk=) i was hungry in the middle of the night cos lunch eat KFC with friend before going his house and too full to eat dinner so didn't eat much dinner, his house no food to eat but am hungry so in the end i drink the drink that he mix to fill my tummy.
Then we used my laptop till he can't take it keep on shake his head and sequiing his eyes cos that drink made him sleepy, so we slept earily than usual that night.

2010-02-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

Huck! this year the chinese new year is not fun at all, ya sure we got a lot more holidays than the past years but that is the only reson that am glad that i can rest more, 2 days never step out of the house wow! that was not like me huh? why get so lazy during chinese new year? or is it cos the fact that am broke? maybe haha!=p
Maybe i should let justin go already, since he no longer love me. the only rerson that kept us still seeing each other once a week is cos of the stuff, am not proud to say it but is the truth anyway, he does not care much about me he just gets what he wanted and i know it just that i don't like to admit it, in some way i still want him and i know is bad enough , HALLO! someone is calling me to wake up my danm stupidness but i ignored it.
Am not the old Mary that your used to know, i had changed a lot since justin come in to my life, all thanks to kevin huh? i had heard people saying and talk about sex and some people said is a good stuff others said is a bad stuff, but to me sex itself is a harmless thing, just that how you do it and see it, sure when you do it with your lover you feels great and both of your enjoys to the top, but never cross the line, too much of it will leds to great deanger like the girl will finally get pregrant, you think that by using a comdom will be safe? HALLO! is only 99.9% as the package wrote, when i do it with justin i every thought if one day i get pregant with his baby how? he said that i go and get rid but i told him no, i want have he baby and than i thought by than we will be together forever that he can't leave me but forget it, that is madness , he is only 18 and am 21, i think even if we did get together cos of the baby i maybe looking after him instead of him looking after me, cos he is still young and immatured!
i shall stop from now on, i know i will miss him so much after tell him that i don't want to do it with him anymore but is for my own good, unless he learnt how to treat and cherash a girl better with love.
for some of your will be shocked after reading this post but don't be, if i dare to do it, i will dare to write them down and share cos i am not scared =)

2010-02-12T12:54:00.000-08:00

Is about you not the things that we do, after the break up i still love you, you said that am not your cup of tea you love the other girl alot, but who cares? kevin thinks that am mad and crazy that till today i still love you, but who cares? not as if you will take me back but who knows.
I know in someways we still need each other, and is more like you needed me more so why can't we back together? i miss the happy moments that we had and only we could do them again, sleeping over at your house talk to you see you use my laptop hug you and kiss you, but now is all in the past, you break up with me and your mum come back from overseas=(
Justin, i shoud say you are the 1st guy who made me so crazy for you, do stupid and crazy things all the time out of love.
I miss the way you hug me when i cry infront of you, you used to call me a baby cos i so easily cry and still tease me if i want milk or not LOL when we share a sit to use laptop you tease me say am fat cos i took most of the speace and let you sit till the edge LOL
We both love to listen music and sometimes you sing, when you sing i will follow, i know our singing sucks but we don't care....Hais shall not say and think anymore the more i say and think the more i feel sad, bye and goodnight!
Happy CNY ppl!

2009-11-13T07:15:00.000-08:00

Come to update my blog while my Dear Kor kor is not yet home online, miss him very much=x don't get it wrong he is very old already 34 yr old and already married had a 6 yr old boy=) very cute =)
How i get to know him was basicly through Facebook, mind you if he is still young and single i mind fall in love with him, but never the less i love him all the same cos he is my Ah Kor.
Though he is my Ah kor but he always call me his little girl, that made him sound like he is my daddy LOL!
But he don't want to be my daddy, cos he said that he is not that old to be my daddy so instead of daddy he be my Ah Kor, yesterday he went to my work place to see me but i am not be able to talk to him, cos i was busy attending coustoms. saded=(.
Than he left the store without me noticing but later he got text me saying felt like a theif walking around, when i read that i was like wah lao! DON'T HAVE TO SAY TILL LIKE THAT!
That was all wish that i can get another chance to meet him.

2009-09-30T11:03:00.000-07:00

Is been a while since i last updated my blog, hmm nothing much recently happend except working and keep on getting my leg tired.

Today morning shift worked till 6pm, despate my leg tired meet hong at setec, went to Carfare all the way from citylink on the way saw the Rubi shoe shop that i bought my checked black and white flat, went to see the only pair of high heels that i really liked a lot over there, is the blue high heel, but there is only 4 pair left and the size is all too big for my feet got to work harder and earn more money to buy that shoe or i save money i think if am not going to get that shoe fast by the time i got enough money the shoe will sold out.

Eat Mac spicy over at setec basement, hong used his lappy over there, i remembered the 1st time i eat there with Pris Alvin Dannial and his garandpa the stupid ATM eat my card while i trying to withdraw money-.-
Pris texted me saying that she is so bored staying at home that she cann't take it any more, thought that suddenly want to come over all the way to setec find us in the middle of the evening 9 plus going to 10? i knew that she can't make it one, see at last she also never come cos is too rush and is late shops close leh nothing to see.
Made friend with Kai ren, hong's friend a week ago, is so ironic that i can make friend with him, he is the 1st guy that i know guessed my age correctly and said that he can't makes with people of my age too well cos of the age gap, but to me i don't think so i think i can makes with people of all ages, see? who said that he can't makes with people of my age well? so far we have no prob talking to each other he seems fine and actually i liked talking to him, funny guy is easy to talk to no stress and no worries=)
i think we can be come great friends.

FW: Best poem in the world

2009-09-26T09:33:00.001-07:00

Date: Sat, 26 Sep 2009 00:15:44 +0800
From: kingcharis_hope@yahoo.com.sg
Subject: Fwd:Best poem in the world
To: kingcharis_hope@yahoo.com.sg

thought provoking..
happy reading =)

BEST POEM IN THE WORLD

I was shocked, confused, bewildered
As I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.

But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp--
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.

There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice.

Herb, who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well.

I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal?
I would love to hear Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?
God must've made a mistake.

'And why's everyone so quiet,
So sombre - give me a clue.'
'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock.
No one thought they'd be seeing you.'

JUDGE NOT.

Remember...Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian
any more than standing in your garage makes you a car .
(or going to McDonalds make u a burger)

Every saint has a PAST....
Every sinner has a FUTURE!

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2009-09-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

2009-09-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

went to pame houe to bake with Pris and Ah Red lol super fun, but poor Ah red, got burned by the cokies the cokies just baked still very hot while we are trying to move the cokies on the paper to the living room table so that can make space for other type of cokies, Ah Red that side the paper broke so couse the whole thing drop to the floor, we were like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh OMG!
anyway got everything done at last and ah red's finger and toe are burned for trying to save the cokies form fallng.
but over all the cokies are nice, cos is our effort to make de=) shall post pics and a video clip, so enjoy!

2009-09-17T12:24:00.000-07:00

Happy working! yeay! love my job sia lol, what can i say? nothing more happy like working and get money flow into my hand=)
Sound like am money face huh? no leh i need to earn back whatever amount of money i spend so that i can plan to save for Ignyte camp and so on.
OMG! i just found one misperfect on my computer! heart pain sia! ~cry~ better treat my computer better with care form no on, though is not a big misperfect and it does not really affect me using it but still hais!
Sorry shnanaz for ruined your compo just now, i doesn't know that hong's computer is without battery so but am trying to help cos u cant turn the com over to me cos of the battery changer to let sia see me on web cam, sorry u are going score zero for it=(

2009-09-15T13:44:00.000-07:00

2009-09-15T13:28:00.000-07:00

those days keep on going out with friends to buy this and that, now my pocket money is getting lesser and lesser, dad is getting not happy so he is not going to give me some more pocket money so i have to work more during the rest of my holidays to earn back the money that i had spend=)

No time for me to care about boyfriend and relationships that kind of things now, last time still not happy that i don't have a bf when other ppl have, but now no time to care cos am pretty busy with things that am interested in so time fly past so fast and now think back after break up with my last bf till now am still single and never complained about not having a bf, but the other round am starting to tell others who are single that relationships are kind of troublesome for now single is the best till you find the right one.

My life is consist of studying working and going out with friends=) likes to take photos and after that go edit and put back ground and very nice frames that has words or pics that best suit me.

Listening music is the must cos i bought the headset so ex at 58 bucks so must make good use of it and must use with care, sometimes i will watch movies but most of the time music and msn with ppl, sleep late and late cos of holidays getting more and more. Ite got more holidays than last time in sec school but more holidays means shorter holiday time, like sec school got one month holidays in one short but for us now is not like that we break down.

2009-09-10T12:30:00.001-07:00

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2009-09-10T11:48:00.001-07:00

Ok don't know why nowadays now one sames want to watch movie with me often, so so many nice movies have to watch them by myseleves online, so have to search it hais!
Today went to Din Tai Feng for dinner with sis V pris and pamela at Cityhall Raffers City, a lot of restruants like this i don't dare to dream to eat it if is on my own but with sis V than i will go and eat, cos i always thought they are very expensive place to din at=x.
Is very thoughtful of Pris to had made the pokedot heart shaped pillow for Pamela as a late birthday present. Better than me.
After that went to eat icecream at Mac, while slacking come a guy with the Rubi bag in one had and three packet of tissue in the other hand, expact us to buy from him but we rejected him than he walked away to other place, but don't know why pamela they all saw him pointing middle finger to someone who didn't want to buy his tissues pamela was saying so scary, i turned my head to look the guy was still standing there pointing and colding don't know what.
Sis V said that he has legs and hands can do some jobs better than this but why he has to do this? Is not really very right.
Hmm i was heart broken for 2 days cos the guy of my dream had girlfriend already but i don't knwo till i saw his facebook photos, i was nearly to tears but i didn't cry cos i don't cry easily just a bit emo and don't know what to do. The reson for me fall in love with him is that he is a funny guy when i talk to him online last time no worries and no stress and i still reamember how we used to talk in msn, his joke is really the funny he can joke with me and my friends online till i nearly roll off from my chair=p
I bought a pair of flats for 14 90 bucks actually 2 pair is 24 bucks but i didn't find another pair that i liked so in the end i only ended up with one pair.
Sometimes going out shopping for a day can make me forget about that guy for a day and at last i don't have to keep on emoing at him for the fact that he got a girlfriend=p
Is really hard, i have to keep on telling myselves that forget about him, i will find someone better soon, nowadays lazy to dress up myselves with nice clothes and make ups, zhen hong was joking that no boyfriends = lazy to dress up and put on makeups? Hmm he is right but not totally right.
Went IT Fair today, super crowed, got lots of people going there, cos today is the 1st day so natually got a lot people, i bought laptop skin for 15 bucks, wanted to buy the headset one but don't know which one to buy all very expensive around 50 to 60 bucks after discount of 10% still very expensive.
While me and my friend was looking and compairing at the different headsets the sales assistent witch is a guy said that the one that is infrant of us is JJ Lim used before one, what does it has to do with him? As if i will buy that one cos JJ Lim used before lol.

2009-09-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

Thoese few days keep on talking to Remy online so haven't got time to update my blog=p, better update it now if not no time later when he is online, will keep on talking to him rubbish and lame things=x but is fun and funny, no stress.
Great upgreated my one year contract to youth plan, than got LG touch screen phone for free, my Sorrny phone is still underrepair but don't know when is ready still got to go to the service center to check=.= so troublesome sia=(
Tml will be working from 12pm to 8pm! 8 hours of work! tired, but no choice, no work means no money, i have been working for 2 days already.
Today shall sleep early if not tmorrow sure can't get up in time to work.

2009-09-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

Just now in the evening went to Clark key Central to walk walk with zhen hong don't know why suddenly want go out, last night still said today not going out, but in the end still went out with him to walk walk=x
Talked to Joan de bf online, thanks to her let me firend with her bf, is so fun to chat with him, lol i keep on laughing don't know why his jokes are so funny.
Anyway great to know him as a friend=p

2009-08-31T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today morning went to school for a while as cher said last week that today life skill still got class went to class as usual not on time, reached at 930am, than rest a while listening to cher blahing on some project that we have to do reach during the holiday, is like so fast lah 10am already i wasn't paying much attantion to her than suddenly she said ok your can go back already i got to go Macferson for Teacher's day celebrations, huh? hais! if i had known that i should not come at all lah, i should be sleeping at home, wasted my time trip and my sleep!
So went back to Queensway sec, !st time going back as an exqueensayan, felt so proud as i stepped in side the school though the carpark way i felt so good to be back once again, i missed so much about queensway. Just got in time to catch the last part of the Teacher's day concert, after the concert is over Mr Chua! standing on the stage looking at all the chatty students waiting for them to settle down so that he can relase them class by class, saw a lot of exqueenswayans graduated last year and come back to visit for the 1st time just like me, meet up with Shanaz(da jiao) and Ah ming Ge lol( Ja ming). supposed to go out with Pris Alvin Gek and Shi qi for luch at Orchid Taka but they sames got more things to do at Queenstown Sec so have to wait for them to finish lor, Shanaz got Chemisty lesson by Mis Ong so went to 6 level with Jaming wait for shanaz to finish her lesson.
She stilll got D & T project need to do so i left them alone to meet Pris and the rest.....

2009-08-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

Ok shall update today, ya keep on updating my blogs really nothing better to do than this=x
Morning slept till 12pm, wake up saw my dad faxing the fan for blowing away the smoke during cooking one in the kitchen, the floor is all in the mass, i can't even walk properly lol.
did some house work, not really house work just that i need to wash 2 of my skirts that can't be washed in the washing machine dull to the kind of cloth it made, after that went down to buy lunch, eat very nice tom yam ban mian hehe!
After that went to church, had fun during cell and the service is good, next Friday 7pm worship experience, am inviting or at last trying to invite friends to go to church with me, is really a great experience and i don't want to just keep it by myself got good things must share share and invite friends to go^^
something want to share with you guys, is a Christan song but very nice and meaningful i shall post the lyrics of the song but if your want to hear it can msn me for the song and i will send it to your^^ or for those who actually can play gator one can actually try to play it on your own and see how the song is sound like, there are cords provided on top of each lyrics in case your can't see.^^
Unified In Praise

Intro: A C#m A C#m

Verse 1
A E
Search our hearts Lord once again
A B
Show us right, the wrong to change
A E
To be your truth, your voice of love

To build this church, the heart of Christ

Verse 2
Move in us Lord once again
Let our words be yours today
Stir within us, a love so strong
The love that Jesus showed for us

Pre-chorus
A C#m
Let our hearts now burn as a flame
A
Burn as one fire
B
Unified in your praise
A C#m
Let our hearts now burn as a flame
B
A mighty army
B
Singing by your name

Chorus
A E
Tear down the walls we've made
A B C#m
In their place we will stand
A C#m
Break all our chains open the gates
F#m B
Unified we praise
A E
Come make us new again
A B C#m
Help us come clean today
A C#m
Let your light shine through us
B
The life we live
A
(As a church we arise)

Verse 3
A E
Make me new Lord once again
A B
To be your image a light to man
A C#m
All to you now I give myself
A B
Less of me and more of you

Bridge
F#m C#m
Unified we run as the voice of our king
E B
Tearing down the walls we will rise
Oh btw if your want to hear some more nice and meaningful songs like this one? come to FOR ONE trinity@Adom^^ 7pm Friday.

2009-08-28T11:16:00.001-07:00

This is the picture that i took the day i went to shop for my shoe with zhen hong & the ret is today's vivo trip, had fun so long never see Shanaz felt very happy=)

2009-08-25T11:04:00.000-07:00

Yeay! went out to vivo after my school with zhen hong today, supposed to go sentosa to play but the sun is getting hotter by the time i get home and change, so decided to just hanging out at vivo since we are there, eat Caris junior for luch than went to singtel shop to check out for the youth plain and also to check to see when is my end of use for my current singtel plain than so that i can change to youth plain witch has free unlimited sms free incoming calls campus calls free and singtel youth plain value added plus free video calls, so cool right? am so totally going to get that plain since i sms ao much i can call anybody while am in school for free=)
dad asked me if i want change than i said i want so he will bring me to check out the plain again to reconfirm again when he is free.
Oh shop shop shop! i totally enjoyed my shopping today! i got a pair of shoes in mind that i want to buy, i want to buy flats as my only pair of flats totally torn so i throw away last evening, but i could not get the kind of flats that i want and some more i can't find my size so decided to hit on sneakers instead, went to a few shops both vivo city and Haber front at last decided on a pair of carpar shoe it has just the right size for me and is nicer can wear it both going out or to school, the pair of shoes cost me 33.80 bucks ha! expensive man, but it can last for a few year last time i always buy chap shoes and as a result it always can't last long, not one year than spoilt, hais so form there on i decided to buy branded and also reasonable priced shoes still expensive though but can last more than one year.
thought that was the end of my shopping but no, i went on to buy some soaks and bought a pack of Vitch skin care product that cost me 12.90 bucks one bottle of rexona body oder control spray and a packet of clean and clear oil napkin. Trip to Daiso bought a framed piece of cock and a box of push up pins i has no where to pin my notes on so i bought that when i saw it, actually i have been looking for it for a long time, just didn't see.
Dinner eat at starbucks and had coffee, after that home sweet home=p
P.S. zhen hong still owns me 12.50 bucks form buying a shirt and a wallet from riveriland. sorry that pics is not avilable to upload to the blog as in both of my blogger and email address can;t be used so i shall upload tml if the problems are fixed.

2009-08-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

Today went out to Plaza Sing meet with Alvin and Pris for dinner over at Dobegot MRT station there eat Causal Dinner, humm the food there is not really appealing to me and some more quite expensive, but since Alvin and Pris wanted to eat there so much so i decided to give them face and eat also, flapping though the menus never found anything that i like so in the end i decided to order a kimchi toufu wudon at last that sounds appearing to me and some more i like kimchi tofu and wudon, the food does not come with free flow of drinks and ice creams so have to add 2 bucks on top of the food. so i need to pay more then them in the end.
Wow since the drinks and ice creams is free flow so i decided to eat more ice creams so i take 2 round of ice creams and one round of drink actually is 2 round of drink but i some how felt that i eat more ice creams then drinks. Luckily i didn't get stouch pain and lao sai from eating so much ice creams mixed with my kimchi toufu wudon but Pris did, she got lao sai after eating ice creams and went to the toilet to clear up for like 10mins, while waiting for her to finish i joked with Alvin about some random stuff.
Then after she finish we walk all the way aimlessly on the streets 1st we went to a place called OC , i admire the escalator side how they design it and make it have rainbow lights and a 3 D feeling. as we were there suddenly got one group of western boy walk past us so i tell Pris that they are very handsome but before she get what am i saying Alvin suddenly blurred out "you think they are Joannes Brother?!" Pris laughed i felt so embarrassed, he said so loud am sure those guys heard lol.
After come out of OC on the way to Taka keep on tease each other about the "you think you are Joannes Brother?!" thingy, super funny lah, went to Taka see some clothes and shoes than went back home.

kiss me thru the phone lyircs

2009-08-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

[Ad-Lib]
(Soulja Boy Tell Em)

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
I'll see you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I know that you like me
You my future wifey
SouljaBoyTellEm yeah you could be my bonnie
I could be your clyde
You could be my wife
Text me, call me, I need you in my life yeah
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I been thinking lately
So much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public
Thinking nothing of it
[ Soulja Boy Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Roses by the dozen
Talking on the phone
Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Bridge: Soulja Boy]]
She call my phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We on the phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We taking pics like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
She dial my number like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

pretty boy lyrics

2009-08-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

i lie awake at night
see things in black and white
i've only got you inside my mine
you know you have made me blind
i lie awake and pray
that you will look my way
I have this longing in my heart
i knew it right from the start
oh my pretty pretty boy i want you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too
oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you
i used to write your name
and put it in a frame
and sometime i think i hear you call
right from my bedroom wall
you stay a little while
and touch me with your smile
and what can i say to make you mine
to reach out for you in time
oh my pretty pretty boy i want you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too （tell me you love me too ）
oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you
(music)
oh pretty boy
say you love me too
oh my pretty pretty boy i want you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too （tell me you love me too )
oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you

2009-08-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

Is been a long time since i had actually read yanping's blog, a lot of things had gone on in her life, her life is sure colourful, going out with clar weiting kai and Kenneth huh? Still remembered last time going out with your shopping watch movie blah blah!
Go and take a look and read Kenneth blog, wow! those pictures of him half naked lol don't get me wrong, i admired that he had a great body shape, six packs! better than guys with a flat stomach and his skin colour is good too=) tagged him just now later shall tag yanping's blog too. I cannot 重色轻友，as usual talk to my ex on msn he still 爱理不理的样子, am getting used to him act like this because we are no longer together.
sometimes i think being single is good but on the other hand sometimes when i really get emo i think being single sucks, looking at all the cuples on the streets or in the train or even on the bus when am out side it still gives me a erge to get a boyfriend but i know better than this, am not totally ready to take a relationship yet though am 21 already, my cousin said that am old enough to have a boyfriend and think of marriage but i don' t think so. i think relationships is not based on how old are you, i don't have to force myselves to get a boyfriend if am not really ready for it, cos this kind of realationship once not managed well will fall out and wound last for long in the end both of us will be suffer.
Some girls and guys at the age of 26 or even older still single and enjoy life happily i don't think what is the problem for me, i should stick on the way that guys come and ask me for stead instead of me asking the guys bah, i don't have to worry that am too ugly to get married and no guys will ever want me just cos i can't get a boyfriend now does not meant that i can't get one later on, is just the matter of a good time and good guy.

2009-08-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

Went home with Kenneth after the photoshop test around 12 plus, this term 1st time going home with him, as usual we always has nothing to talk about one, don't know why just can't find anything to talk, all the way walking to the mrt station is almost silent only talk for like 2 time.
Nowadays had stopped going home with kai they all, since i got to know yang ying and joe after a term of break, such a big change haha!
ok shall stop here going sleep now bye peeps!

2009-08-07T00:12:00.001-07:00

I love this photo frame is a hand painted photo frame, is just a pieace of glass that has painted using glass paints, is nice but i can't use, is a nurises day gift that my mum had recive in the middle was supposed to put photos but insdead they put a pieace of ugly white paper with the words thank you for your support on it and is sealed inside so i can't take it out so is not much of a use anyway. what a waste!

2009-08-07T00:04:00.001-07:00

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2009-08-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

EWWWWWWWWWWWW! what a night to remeber! there was a big green bug just fly into my house form the window as i was drying my hair in my room after shower, scared the weeds out of me sia. What?! the bug fly towords my bed and landed in between my wall and my bed there, OMG! how am i going to sleep with the bug there? I got to make the bug out of there! I grabed the insect killer from the living room and sprayed to the bug the it fly out and landed on top of my room door, oh great that was it as i thought, am too scared to kill it so i watched the bug moving back and forth on top of m room door till it finally droped on the floor but is half dead anyway.
I got my cousin to spray the insect till it is complatedly dead than i took a picture before i sweep it away and flash it down to the toilet.

2009-08-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday met up with Carlly what a surprise haha! we never plained to meet, she is supposed to meet up with sis veriana but is ok lah, one year never meet so decided to meet with her together with pris and alvin and of course sis viriana, we went to Mac because i wanted to eat the double file o fish with shaker fries haha!
Thought she still in church sia but discoved that she had back slided hais! WHAT A WASTE! But ater all she has her own resons for back slide partly because of the church transation and some other stuffs.
She still the same never change at all.
So had a an enjoyable time spend in Mac having dinner,chatting sharing out problems. She told us that she missed church but don't know how to face God cos she had back slided for so long.But am sure God would forgive her no matter what so she don't have to worry for that, everyone make mistakes after all=)

2009-07-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

谢谢大家在我生病的时候给我的关心，我爱你们！我还是我又回到了原，地单身的我又轻松又自由，跟我那个不懂得珍惜我的男朋友说分手说了再见，虽然心里很痛苦但对于他我不在有任何的留念与瓜葛。
因为他不值得我为他这样的付出，最终我选择了放弃，不在期待我们之间会从新开始，我不会一直傻傻的等待会有奇迹出现，因为奇迹根本就不会出现在我身上，除非我脑子豆秀了。
从现在开始我不会在寻找爱情，我要爱情自己送上门来，到那时我相信我会爱的更幸福更快乐。
加油！加油！马莉总有一天你会得到属于你的真正幸福！

2009-07-23T08:41:00.001-07:00

Today never go school, supposed got afternoon lesson one but i didn't go because am too sick to go, so i smsed to teacher that am not going to school, went to see a doctor, than discovered that i got a little bit fever-.- 38.1c, just now am talking yo yangying online, she told me that she already know what i am sick, because teacher said that your mum already smsed him to say that you are sick so cannot go school, huh? am so shocked that he actually can mix up my hand phone number with my mum's when in the first place he don't even know my mum's hand phone number.
老师真的很糊，怎么会犯这种不该犯的错误，真的不应该！

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2009-07-22T07:52:00.001-07:00

Am not feeling very well, infect i got a very big headic on my way back home from school. i thought that is just a normal headic so i went to have my sleep just before dinner, but after dinner i still felt very sick like my body pain here and there, than i went to have a long hot bathe, felt much better but started to have running noise, hais so terrible!
Hope that why tmorrow i will be feeling good=)

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2009-07-11T11:42:00.000-07:00

HEY thanks guys for the Birthday wishes and presents for those who had given me my Birthday presents=) love you all=)

As from today onwards am officially 21year old! it must be feel good to be 21 huh? for some of you will be like oh well good for you, but to me is the same, becoming an adult means more free down but at the same time more responsibilities to take care, so is not an easy task, you have to pay a price for it=)

Is always a funny things to say that when you are young you wish that you can be old and when you are old you wish that you are young again, haha! here am ging to thank this guy by the name of Leo huang, thanks for introduce a great firend to me=) although we don't talk much but i can see that you are a good guy though at times you are quite horny, i mean witch guy are not horny? lol.
ok shall end here, i know is kind of an radom post but i got nothy else to say so ya bye guys and take care=)

2009-07-01T03:03:00.000-07:00

Another day is going to pass, i had been sitting down in my room with my computer the whole day, but inside of my heart i felt so alone, am trying to forget about him but in the end i realized that i can't. Am still in love with him and i still love him.
I know am emoing lol, what to do? am so bored trying to find something to do but i can't think of any.
I know is time for me to stop thinking about him now but i can't, i like his smile, i like his voice, his smile and his voice is melting my heart every time i think about it and when i hear it on the phone.
Who can replace him in my heart? i wounder.... hmm there must be someone but am still finding, am tired, am tired of it all.
thought he is the one but in the end we ended like that, he is so hard for me to find it out, i wish i could know why he do that.
i miss, i miss your smile your voice and everything........

2009-06-19T23:29:00.001-07:00

Ignyte Life Conference!
Year 2009! WOW!
Haha! had life conference on Thursday and Friday! had so much fun, of course we did learn something useful during the conference not just having fun!
the workshops that i attended is fun and knowledgeable to me as i learned a lot about finding myself haha! Do you know that God created us humans have females and males for a reason? now matter you are a female or a male you are special in Go's eyes, so don't try to change sex you should be proud regardless weather you are a female or a male, is pretty gross to see a guy become a girl or a girl becomes a guy and the worse part is that later still can get pregnant, yucks!
so what am telling you people is take care of your body!
They other one is about the media one, i had learnt a lot behind the seance of what people can do and you will never find out till is much too late and that give me a understanding for before i meet any online friend i must think twice and don't play games if you can because some of the games is very fun to play but later will affect you and cos harms to the other.

2009-06-16T12:33:00.000-07:00

I know is late and everyone is asleep, i was supposed to be in bead now, but just don't feel like lol. Break for me and my darling, don't know if we still love each other or not, our love is not strong is very shaky, a lot of things has been going on for us lately i shall not tell and don't ask me olso=)
He had gone to Taliand to work for 2 weeks and i had been enjoy myself with my friends haha! happy happy!
Don't know what will i be doing after next week when he comes back, sian!
Even we are just friends for now the time being, he still jealous about me going out with guys and still asking me where am i going and doing what and with who-.-
Don't know what is going on inside of his mind, wish i could open up his mind and check it out, haha gross=p
This HB just called me today when am at Great wall city-.- after such a long time we never contact each other suddenly he call me with an unknown number, he wanted to ask me out today but i had other plains, thank goodness that zhen hong had agreed to go out with me if not i had gone out with that HB out of my boredness already.

2009-06-05T10:26:00.000-07:00

i love my lao gong a lot, though we found each other online though tagged, but i can see that he is really serious with me.
from his words to the actions he did to me am so touched, i have never been so in love before, he makes me feel that am important to him, anyway he is going to marry me of, but not now cos my situation does not allow me to get married now though am 20.
still waiting for my bf to call, so late leh, am so tired, sian.

2009-06-01T01:58:00.000-07:00

2009-06-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

2009-05-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

Found this photo of me sleeping in the mrt trian, he is showing me all the photos in his phone while on our way to school inside the mrt train, Kenneth take it while i was sleeping haha! Is a nice photo of me sleeping in the mart trian i mean the pose i pose haha! I was shocked than i ask him to give it to me, he olso said is very nice haha!

SLEEPING \QUEEN LOL!

2009-05-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

hmm got my new levonvo laptop=0 love it the most, me and my classmates had lots of fun together every day, Kenneth lah the full time joker of the class, always like to joke and make fun of people.
Qurreling with him is fun, though i can't win him but is very funny, he makes me no time to be angry with him.
now must try to go out less after my school, cos my pocket money is low. When Eunice ask me to go shopping with her i always can't make it for her, don't know why, anyway she is such a shopping queen going out with her shopping sure broke one=p
today in class saw the Cop shop guy, he come in to find sihan than i saw, my heart nearly jump out=p he is so cute he he.

that is all tc bye!

2009-05-16T20:57:00.000-07:00

Is such a long time since i blogged woundering what should i blog about, school is fun enjoyed myself but time passed by so fast and June holiday is coming up, Woots~ haha!
I think i should stop trying to find a boyfriend, i think i should just let myself be for now, i think that is the way God wanted me to be too.
No point jealous other people yup! that is what i should do, just try to live a life that is meaningful to me while i still can.co-op shop guy that is what i refer him to, don't know what is his name sia=p last time Queensway sec saw him before. He is cute has fair skin, the very first time when i see him i was like Wow! But i don't dare to take a chance on him cos we barely know each other, so i think i just let it be bah, maybe sihan can help me? because sihan is his friend.
Suddenly out of no where people in my class started to chong for blog? lol i spend one whole night trying to help clar to make her blog but in the end failed and ruined her blog skin in the end she has to change to another skin.
I will never forgot my first love, Darren although he had broke up with me long time ago but i still want to thank him for his care that he had given me for the 4month that we are together, if , if one day God lets us to meet again and i still will want to patch up with him. Unless there is someone who can replace him in my heart, but so fare i had not meet anyone yet.
Ok shall stop now take care ppl=)

2009-04-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

My stupid old account jolin_500@hotmail.com got virus, sian can't use that account anymore, so i made another account, this morning i spend the whole period copy and paste all my contacts to my new account, after am done with it am already feel a bit headic, but at last the problems has been solved and there is no virus anymore!=)
christa falling sick in the middle of the class and so as a result she went home after informed cher. Then there is this guy by the name of Victor lim who clams to know clarissa from last time want to bit her suddenly saying that he is not happy with her.
She is so scared and she did not know what to do, she don't even know who is Vctor lim lor.
Basket sia that guy, %@#....
Nowadays am going to school everyday with Kenneth =) last time my sec school mate, lol don't even know he is from the same school as me till now than know. He is a Christain and a very nice guy too, like him a lot, in fact all my classmates are very nice and very easy to friends with, not like my sec school mate, espically my last time 412 classmates, they used to be very mean towords me, so as a results it made me very hard to be friends with them.
But now i will never worry about this sort of things every again, cos i got a lot of nice friends around me now and i felt a since of belonging there.
Thanks guys your are the best!=)

2009-04-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

I felt like crying, why? i can sense that Zeo doesn't love me any more, or maybe is just that am thinking too much, or was it the fact that i am afraid to be alone? I wanted to forget about him since he is too busy about his work than care about me i shall forget about him and find other guys but after sometimes i realized that i can't do that, i love Zeo way too much.
Am such a silly person nothing better to do go and tell lies to Eunice and Clarissa that i actually has a boyfriend when the fact is that don't have. Luckily they forgive me and didn't angry at me.
Am so sorry girls =P
From now on am going to save every dollar every sent so that i can go ride with my beloved kor kor on the Singapore flayer and dinner in the Singapore flayer, we shall have a time of romance together.

2009-04-17T10:26:00.000-07:00

one week of school had just ended in a blur haha! my classmates are ok but i still haven't mix well with them yet.
My classmate one of them is a twin sister, they are just weird, too weird for me to make frineds with them!
they doesn't talk English at all, wounder how they passed English in secondary school! when i talk to them in English they give me that blur look. Thursday afternoon after school i was at the bus stop waiting for the bus to mrt, i was leaning against one of the pol at the bus stop i was not feeling well cos got headic, than the twin sister suddenly come up to me and ask me to play catching with them!
I was like HUH?! than i told them am not feeling well got headic, but they don't believe me and saying, Oi don't be like that lah! than asfter that i walked away.
Thursday morning i was eating a sushi that i bought from the school canteen than again the twin sis come up to me asking me what i was eating, so i told them is sushi, than they ask me is it cold or hot?
I really can't stand them!
They don't know what other people do, they think their siao, people don't talk to them they olso think they siao! what a crazy sister they are!
Just hope that they learn to adept and understand other peoples feelings and not call them siao or what!

2009-04-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

shout out! got to let it out!
Yesterday is 13 of April 2009, 360 days till next year 13 of April 10 is one year of me waiting for ZEO, my darling.Will keep on waitting for him, am not going to get married unless that guy is you.
Don't ask me why, because love you is the reson=)

2009-04-06T21:56:00.000-07:00

I don't know what i can do right now, one more week my school will be staring, i had worked at 7-11 over at Tanmah Jurong shopping center for over a month now and my pay is still haven't going to my account, my boss said that it will be transferred to my account on the 27 of April, hump! so long!
am so careless nowadays use phone bill till 195 bucks lucky dad got give me money to pay for it, but i left the phone bill in my work place i think hopefully is still there, tml when i go to work i go and check.
忍忍忍！that is the only key for me to do right now, dear is too busy to have any time for me so is quite sad but i can't complain i can only wait and 忍, Jonathan is right, who ask me to love him? so i don't have a choice.
so i will work hard in school and work for my future while waiting for him, maybe by than everything will be ok, so far we haven't got a chance to meet up hais!
His birthday is coming on the 9th of April, shiqi and shanaz are your going to say happy birthday to him and appreciate him for entertain your girl? Tell your from now on he will have even less time to talk to me and joke with your girls online, even if he is online he will not be free to talk to us as his work loads are getting more and more, he just got promoted by his boss as the team manager! I just happens to meet him online last night around 11.30 pm.

2009-03-31T09:37:00.000-07:00

I was happy that dear went online after i send him an sms, as usual i switch on my webcam to let him see my face though he don't have a webcam to show of his handsome face to me.
I think he saw my face but is only like 5 mins, he told me that he is sick, got flue and fever, hais i felt so said and worried if only i can stay by his side and take care of him, i don't mind catching his flue xP
Than he offline and went to rest, after that i send an sms to sq and shanaz telling them that zeo is online but he is sick, so sq ask me to send her regard to him and tell him to take care, but shanaz just laughed at it after she read the msg, so what is that supposed to meant? :S
Well dear really have to take good care of himself try not to work so hard and must eat properly! drink lots of water! and get enough rest!
My God brother said that my dear look like some Taiwanese idol lol even shanaz also think so haha! how i wish sia, than i will be reach! but well even he is not i will still love him de=P cos i love him not for his fame and money, i love the way he is.
Hope he recover soon=)

2009-03-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

ok at the request of SQ, i shall do a quick update about what happened in my life recently, gone to church yesterday without Pris and Pamela=((, sit with Fabian during service=) didn't go Fuel cos went for job interview in the morning.
Why do you have to say you like me and want to jio me when you are not sure am the girl you want? i hate guys who chit me like this way, it makes me sad and angry! @#% you! So big leh don't know how to think before you speak=.=
Zeo chia he is a really nice guy, though we don't talk much to each other due to busyness but when i talk to him he is really amazing to me.
I like to be pampered by him, is so cool to be pampered=))) last night the msn conversation 4 people mass chat, i forget who started to try to be funny and than in the end we all talk rubbish to each other is so funny and halious, i laughed till my head off and gone from a lady to a siao za bao xP.
still i didn't turn off the webcam, opps let him see the siao za bao side of me sry is so unsightly.
After you gone off line i suddenly felt so lonely D:D:D: than one by one all my friends left the msn olsoD:D:
Am so lonely without my bao bei....

2009-02-20T23:10:00.000-08:00

Hey guys am doing fine lately just lack of money to spend, oh if your got part time job to offer please tell me as am in need of a part time jobs to earn money.
Is super dpressing lately, i had gone out all the way from morning till evening, searching high and low just to find a part time jobs, alot of application forms had been summitted to different job HQs and till now no none had called me and accept me in any jobs and i need money to pill my bills!
Okey! i know am cray over here but as you know me and money problem! when my money is down am really screwed like hell men!
I know is no use screaming over here i cannot give up yet, am going to find some more part time jobs and am sure one day some one will hire me or whatever lah.-.-
Oh shit lah i just had a fight with my dad and in a fest of angre i told him my money problem i will sette myself ok for this month the phone bill i still can manage to pay but come to the next month i don't know how am i going to pay unless am working now and start to earn money soon.
God! please bless me with a part time job or else am really in deep trouble! I hate myself sometimes.
Okey enough of those, people of 512 now and ex-classmate of 412 guys and girls i miss your so much! i know your don't like me but never mind i still love your! Beacause we had spend 2 years already!
Hmm 我真的好喜好喜欢你！不！是我越来越喜欢你！

2009-02-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

You are too nice to reject, just like the chocolate that am eating now, the coffe that i had drank last night at the Starbucks and the clothes that i always wear and that is why am fallen in love with you.
A lot of things had changed since the day i offically graduated from sec school, but my hart for you never really sames to change. Anyway just want say that am happy to know you and be your friend.
ever since i quite my work at Rasa sentosa, my job now is not really stable, am not really happy with my work now as i find it very hard to do, am not that strong girl and working at Hotel in Banquite is quite a hard work as it needed a strong body to carry heavy stuff like heavy dishes=(
I might change my job to a more suitable one for me, maybe thinking of working at toysrus, this Sunday am going to apply.

2008-12-04T21:48:00.000-08:00

i had a dream last night, i dreamt that am in a classroom i think with a lot of students, i dreamt Jonathan is there too.
i don't know why i dreamt about him all of a sudden but i did it, in my dream he is the most handsome guy in the classroom, than i tried to talk to him but he always try to avoid me witch made me very mad and sad.
Then the rest of the dream i can't remember cos i was waken up by my mother as she handed me the phone, is a phone call from my long distance grandfather.
But really i hasn't be able to contact him for a month and am more than just missing him,i want to go back to last time where we can chat online or sms, though i can't meet up with you but knowing you are still there to talk to me makes me feel much better everyday.
One day when i wake up and find that am missing, than that is when i know that am fallen in love with you. You are the missing piece that is inside of me......

2008-12-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

God please help me heal the blister that is under my left feet, hais just because of that i can't go to work for one week leh, so sian! although am tired at work but at last am not that sian.
went camping at ECP with alvin pris and her family had an enjoyable time riding bikes, but don't know why alvin has to make noise in the middle of our fun, he complain to us that he felt left out but he is not and just that we didn't talk to him when we are resting that time he felt that way sigh!
Do we have to talk to him all the time? of cause not lah, so why can't he just allow us girls to just talk for 15mins?
He make us very mad especially pris, she nearly cried, so poor thing! he demand us to say sorry to him leh! what kind of person he is, does not like a gentle men at all, only know how to make girls angry mad and than cry!
Than that blister is because pris and i ride our bike all the way from ECP nearly to changi beach de result! and also that day i wear my slipper instead of my sandles or shoe!
Pony is so bad, he nearly make my arm bleed, felt like dump him into the sea no offence pris he is really bad, he ill-treated me he he!

2008-11-14T19:02:00.000-08:00

Brother is back! am so happy, he finally updated his blog, happy happy happy yup yup yup! lol i know i sound crazy, you are the love of my life, scold me if you ever read this post.

but than you are so cool, of all my friends you are the coolest guy and very tanlented. than again i like you not because of your coolness and tanlents i like you for who you are.

They say a true friend is knowing all your good and bad habits and still likes you back, am i right?

But if you are too much for me than if one day i loose you than thats it, finished! is not that i don't want to be friends with you is you simply can't be firend with mexp
one day when i wake up and find am missing you than that is when i know am in love with you

2008-11-10T01:08:00.000-08:00

Stupid lah! the manager still haven't finish the attachment for the 2 poly students, is like she has to ask me and my friend to wait! can you image setting at home and wait for her to finish and call me for work witch is don't know when, and in the mean time am thinking of finding some other part time job to do.
But than my pocket money is like no more and i can't going out with friends so have to sit at home and die-.-
tomorrow the GCE O lvl will be over and i do really hope that after that night he will online, i miss him and i really do, last week while am at my friends house slacking but than after a while i got bored, very bored because Alvin and pris is reading Geography and Biology book and they talk things that is not of my concern than afterwords alvin de grandma and uncle finally left the house but pris is having a headache so she went to the sofa to sleep a while, the whole time Alvin is by her side taking care of her, me just watching some boring tv show, sorry guys i felt like an extra at that time xp.
the house is really dark and quite because i had switched off the tv and than no one is talking, pris is still sleeping.
I sat at the sofa there thinking, than i thought of you and i miss you since the day of your GCE O lvl, my had reached to my hand phone and i sent you a message, i didn't expect you to answer me back but awhile later i received your reply message, i was so happy.
A simple message nothing more nothing less, but yet it meant so much to me and for once am happy really very happy xp
one day when i wake up and find am missing you, than that is when i know i had falling in love with you.....

2008-10-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

Crazy isn't it? i can't believe that until now she is still blahing about the stupid and lame quarrel that we had on the 24 of Oct!
You should know that as friends we can't really avoid quarrels sometimes, and when things happened try to solve it, if really can't than just forget it and move on with life, because quarrels are part of our life and after all we are humans and we as humans are not that perfect, and there is more to life than blahing about some stupid quarrels again and again.
is it just so hard to forget about that quarrel since we can't solve it? do you really want to break friendship with me for good just because of this? well am not begging you to stay friends with me, but if you really had decided than don't ever regret.
well if you think that you are better than me than why don't you show it to me? all the act that you put up is really childish though you are not a bad girl, oh mind you i can't stop laughing when i read your latest post, is so cute=) you say that am lame i accept and there is nothing wrong when i laugh am not laughing at you for being angry, am not laughing for any reason, i just want to laugh so i laugh, am a very straight forword person FYI.
Before i get to know Jesus i am like you very hard to forgive people with quarrel but after i know Jesus i learned the art of how to forget and forgive, is really very easy.
Do you know that angry with me does not make you good, so stop being angry, yo must be happy thati's all i can say to you......

2008-10-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

You don't trying to do things funny to a 20 yes old girl like me unless you know me for real, i hate people who don't know me and trying to act like as if they know me like real.
Don't try to make me like am no better than a 16 year old girl like you, and so you don't need to worry abut me, am fine the way i am, i know what is right and wrong!
you like that to me not only one time, is a lot of times already and am really sick and tired, God knows what you are up to.
You are not only hurting me but you are hurting other people too, especially those who didn't offend you in the first place, they does not have to me be treated the way how you treat me.
You said that you don't mind who i am friends with and i thank you for that, but please that is good enough, you have your own friend and so do i, do i go around and tell you that he or she is not good to you? no right? that is i respect you and your friend, so you should gibe me and my friend the same respect also.
You hear storeys from me bits by bits here and there, but don't make your conclusions about him so fast sometimes is not what you think and you have to be reasonable. After all i knows him for 4 years.
Also don't act cool and whatever, just be yourself, you don't need to be cool to get accepted or what, we are not that kind of friends.
Anyway yesterday saw Louis in my church with his sister i think, woot~! haha! first time see him. i get so excited and happy!
HOPE TO SEE YOU IN CHURCH MORE OFTEN!=))))))))))))

2008-10-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

Today had an rather 'busy' day, early in the morning went to Island Creamnery to meet the boss for an short interview, oh man the interview is super short not even 5mins!
I prayed for God to help me before i call the boss yesterday and i prayed again before i sms him to tell him that i would want to meet him for the interview tml witch is today.
than after the interview i went to mac to have my breakfast and than went home for lunch and at 1 plus went out with Syazana to Plaza Sing for a time of job hunt.
Is really nice of her to come out with me so i treated her for dinner at KFC, well about the job hunt not really got jobs suit for us, at last not for Syazana because she want to work in sales not F & B, but for me is eather sales or F & B but not Mac and KFC, not even to go back to MOS burgers anymore as they are the suckest job in my eyes.
Maybe am going to work at make a bear project i had leave my hand phone number and my name with the person in charge but hope that they will call me for interview or even to work soon.
Wish me luck for getting the job that i like=)
Part of me still miss you, and you are the missing part that is inside of me.

2008-10-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

hallo people is time to update another post, after that sharing with Alvin and Pris on thursday night the following morning at 10 am i received am sms from sis V, how ironic God's timing are always right.

2008-10-09T21:53:00.000-07:00

I just created this blog for my own sick, and some people that is really care me in this world, like pris and Alvin.
And also to do my time alone with God from here form now on, i find it out that i have not been doing TAWG, and am starting to do it now.
no one understands me but God, God is always around me, but is just that i neglected his presents, i always think that i can solve my problems on my own but things always end up in a blur or confusing, "Everything is passable though God"
And abut the things with Edmund, i was thinking to forget abut it, i was thinking not to contact with him, ya i must focus on Jonathan instead of that Edmund xp, no lah just kidding, focus on God more!
If i told my parents abut Edmund they will kill me i think haha! but God the father in heaven abave knows it all it must be very upsetting to him.
So from now on i will read the bible more and do my TAWG everyday, and not going to think abut Edmund and not even say answering his calls and sms.
I want to forget him totally.